Friday, November 11, 2011

Perfection


Perfection is impossible,
and yet people crave for it,
people crave for things to last,
people crave for this so called everlasting sense of happiness,
have you ever wondered why?

It ain't like we've experienced it before in this life to crave for it,
it ain't like things are perfect in this world,
things are never perfect,
they never last either,
and yet its like we know how it feels like,
and yet its like we know how perfection is
and we want it so badly..

and its like,
we're used to it..
we're used to perfection,
we're used to things to last forever..
and we're so so used to it,
that when things don't turn out perfect in this world,
that when things don't last forever,
we break.
we break like our heart has been torn,
like this one true hard fact that was once carved in our hearts had to be erased,
that it becomes so hard for us to accept imperfection,
accept temporariness.
Have you ever wondered why?

They say listen to the heart,
and what we feel deeply,
it never lies.
We crave for perfection and forever
because we were used to perfection once,
we were used to things lasting forever,
its because we were once from a place of perfection,
a place where nothing can go wrong,
where perfection is an effortless occurrence,
that just flows naturally.
and we belong there.
That is our true home.
That is our everlasting perfection that we crave for so much in this world,
everlasting assurance,
comfort,
peace,
an everlasting perfection that can never exist here.
and because of that,
truly we don't belong here.
here, is just a junction,
a labyrinth,
a maze.
A thorn-full maze that we enter blindly,
get scarred so badly,
with only a map of hope,
a lamp of wisdom,
and a shield of faith.

And one day,
we will exit this maze,
leaving our existence like it was a speck of dust,
floating in the blowing wind.
We will exit this maze,
hoping to find home.


So its not a matter of perfection being impossible,
for we had a taste of it once,
it just doesn't exist here,
it belongs elsewhere,
and apparently
so do we.





Monday, November 7, 2011

A Casualty

Too close to see so much in love we stop breathing
Sweet history ain't enough to keep my heart beating
So many tears for you I sacrificed
Too many lies for you I justified
How can you stand there sayin you know who's to blame
How can you act like everything is OK?

It's cold in here

And my heart still wants you to hold me,
baby
You never here
But when you with me I get so lonely

I see you talking but your lips don't make a sound

You see me crying but my tears don't hurt you now
How can you stand there sayin no one's to blame
How can you act like everything is OK?

Don't tell me you love me
Then put a gun to my head
And say I'm not trying, oh
Don't tell me you want me
Then come to my bed
And pretend we're not dyin'
One of us has gone to be
One of us is gonna be
A casualty

Breathe in, breathe out,

Defeat that doubt
Over and over again
I stand there, too cold,
Remember and I'd fall
Over and over again

One of us has gone to be

One of us is gonna be
A casualty


Friday, November 4, 2011

hope


"But that's all right,
sometimes,
sunlight
comes streaming through the holes"

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Basketball for the past 6 years.. :)






















I love this game,
regardless..
:)

Mylo Xyloto OUT!!!

To y'all Coldplay fans, its freakin' out!!! Yup, their latest album hehe. I know i'm like 2 weeks late perhaps, but whatever it is, its out. Does any of you feel like doing charity? If so, you can start by buying me one of these haha! Sure has been awhile since i own an original, authentic CD :( (bukak cerita sedey haha).. And the album cover is so cool. Here are a few tracks that are on the album. Coldplay is just like THE BEST BAND ever.. :)















Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Laughter we never faked :)

Everyday there's a thousand things
That somehow pass us by,
Got to cut through the noise
So you can know what love sounds like
I'm comin' to your frequency,
To 106 point me
So there's no
Distractions

Take a breath
Take it in
Love has no expiration date
My heart will always beat for you
At a constant rate
It will outlast everything
you think is set in stone
It goes on and on and on and on,
On and on and on and on...

Everyone is looking for a special connection

But it's like your compass points
A million directions
Do you need me to buy you
A telescope so you can see
How good
This could be

Spastic like
Neon Lights
Can you feel my love?
Loud and clear
Pulls you near
Can you feel me love?


We got all the memories
So much more we can see
Better than our first kiss
Snow falling at Christmas
Like sleeping in on Sunday
Laughter we never faked
Bob Marley in Summer
One love for each other

Oh it feels like...


Fireflies

Day and night
Can you feel my love?

And I'll wait for you
As long as it takes
Until I get through
And it hits you right in the face

Can you feel my love?

Can you feel my love?

~ 19 :) ~