~I dont mind your odd behaviour, its the very thing i love :)

I dont mind your odd behavior
Its the very thing I love
If you were an ice cream flavor
You would be my favorite one

My imagination sees you
Like a painting by Van Gogh
Starry nights and bright sunflowers
Follow you where you may go

Oh, Ive loved you from the start

In every single way
And more each passing day
You are brighter than the stars
Believe me when I say
Its not about your scars
Its all about your heart

Youre a butterfly held captive
Small and safe in your cocoon
Go on you can take your time
Time is said to heal all wounds

Chorus

Like a lock without a key
Like a mystery without a clue
There is no me if I cannot have you

Yea, i kinda got dizzy watchin the girl non-stop spinnin' around, hahahah but i totally love the song. I want it to be on my wedding day. CONFIRM! hahah i might sing it, or have like a dance with my future hubby to this song (awwww hahahahha!), or time potong cake ke, or as the background music to those slideshows they tend to do for weddings kaann??? I hope i'll get the opportunity to dedicate this song to somebody huhu.. enjoy! :)

untitled :)

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us most...We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in all of us. And when we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

- Marianne Williamson, American author and lecturer

~Its future rust and then its future dust..

So I walked through to the haze
And a million dirty waves
Now I see you lying there
Like a lilo, losing air... air
Black rocks on the shoreline surf
Still that summer I cannot bear
And I wipe the sand from my eyes
It's the Spanish Sahara, the place that you'd wanna
leave the horror, yeah...

Forget the horror here
Forget the horror here
Leave it all down here
It's future rust and then it's future dust

Forget the horror here
Forget the horror here
Leave it all down here
It's future rust and then it's future dust...

Now the waves, they drag you down
Carry you to broken ground
Though I'll find you in the sand
Wipe you clean with dirty hands
So god damn this boiling space
It's the Spanish Sahara, the place that you'd wanna
leave the horror, yeah...

Forget the horror here
Forget the horror here
Leave it all down here
It's future rust and it's future dust
I'm the fury in your head
I'm the fury in your bed
I'm the ghost in the back of your head
Cause I am...
I'm the fury in your head
I'm the fury in your bed
I'm the ghost in the back of your head
Cause I am...
I'm the fury in your head
I'm the fury in your bed
I'm the ghost in the back of your head
Cause I am...

Forget the horror here
Forget the horror here
Leave it all down here
It's future rust and it's future dust

Calm the fury in your head
Calm the fury in your bed
I'm the ghost in the back of your head
Cause I am...
Quiet the fury in your head
Quiet the fury in your bed
I'm the ghost in the back of your head
Cause I am...
Quiet the fury in your head
Quiet the fury in your bed
I'm the ghost in the back of your head

Cause I am.

:: Foals: Spanish Sahara

Random

I was chattin' with a good friend of mine, and she said..

"I kan, slalu plan by 25, life dah kene stable.."

"Stable in what terms?"

"Oh, macam dah ada a stable job, dah kawen haha with a family and stuff.. "

wow.. 25 for me would be three more years to come. Will i be ready to settle down by then? With a stable job?? and get married??? can you guys actually see me MARRIED in 3 years???? 0_o' lol

Flashbacks :)

Flashbacks. The first time i heard this word was during a read-aloud in 5th grade. We were discussing about the book Ms Pollack was reading to us, and the main character kept on having flashbacks. I've been havin' a lot of flashbacks lately, like my own movie theater in my mind hahahaha psychotic much? and Ive discovered there are a few elements that'll bring us back to some random particular moment in our life. It could be a song, a word, a scene, or a picture. But the most strongest element of em all, would be.. scent. Call me disgusting but ya knowww its THE truth! :P

Apparently, coincidentally, and MIRACULOUSLY.. The laboratory department in HUKM where i was posted for almost a month now SMELLS like the hallways of PS/IS 217, my middle school in New York. I'm not kidding. Even the emergency lane outside on a rainy day smelled like the streets of New York and Paris. And due to allll thisss, my mind kept on rerunning past memories of how it was back then.

School was always somethin' to look forward to back then. I never hated school, or felt like i didn't wanna go (unlike nowadays, i feel like not going to class EVERY SINGLE DAY ahhahaha). I remembered the first day we got our lockers. I was SOOOO EXCITED!! Mine was next to this guy i used to have a crush on.. hahhaha chomell sanaaat :P Anywho, i was soo excited about my locker that i've cut pictures of my fav cartoons and friends to put in the locker. Yea, I used to have a thing for Digimon, Gundam Wing and Sailormoon time tu HAHAHAHAHA. Come on, havin' the power to save the world and transform into all these cool characters, who wouldn't?? hahahaha :P Yeaaa, berani laaa kan kacau aku time show dia start, mmg kene sebijik! I was so fanatic over sailormoon, that i created an RPG website about it, and named it "The Sailormoon Headquarters". Guess how many members i had? over 100! hahahaha i'm no Mark Zuckerberg, but to achieve somethin' like that at the age of 10, over SAILORMOON?, in those days, i must say, i'm quite impressed HAHAHA. So what we'd usually do is, simply BERANGAN. Macam rpg laa, create our own enemy, buat cerita and discuss strategies on how to defeat what.. and considering i was the FOUNDER of the headquaters, i just had to be Sailormoon.. hahahhahahahahahhahaha!!

School started at 8:15 in those days. And my mom would usually wake me up around 6 ish. There was only one room in our apartment, so my sister and I had to sleep on an inflated bed for a year or so lol. So kalau liat je bangun pagi tu, my mom would just deflate the bed, and that'll just spoil my whole morning.. hahahaha. So after i take my bath, and was about to put on my clothes and stuff, i'd usually time it by playing a song on our CD player. No, no back street boys nor spice girls, where a 10 year old at that time should be listenin' to, none of that. Instead, i had on Enya, and Dave Grusin's mountain dance.. HAHAHAHA!! So bile dah sampai part2 tertentu of the song, i know i should be combing my hair, pakai sweater by then.. and bila habes je lagu tu, i should be all ready for school jugak.. and if i was still not ready, i know i'll be late.. hahahahahha yeaaa.. once i'm all done, i'll have breakfast, waffles with maple syrup usually, and my dad would walk us to school... That's how i usually would start my day :)

Life then.. I'd do anythin' to relive even just 10 minutes of it.. huhu Here's Dave Grusin's Mountain Dance hahaha with pictures of New York.. :) eNJOY :)

Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm :)

Through strength I found love

In time I found myself in happiness with you

:)

"Asleep, nobody is a hypocrite"

My first week of being 22, and i've learned two life facts.

1. Everybody hates HYPOCRISY.

2. Everybody is a hypocrite.

Hahaha no surprise there i guess?
Yes darling.
She's a hypocrite,
he's a hypocrite,
they're hypocrites,
you're a hypocrite,
i'm a hypocrite,
WE ALL ARE HYPOCRITES..
and if you're denying this,
you're the biggest hypocrite
IN THE WHhhoooOOOLE UNIVERSE!!
(gaya Jet Black sket hahaha :P..)

But see, what differs tho,
is the level of hypocrisy.
And that's for us to evaluate on our own..

If you think you're on a bit of the high side of it,
and you ain't liking the fact,
Here's a tip for you.

Talk less about others.
Talk less about what you hate or despise.
Talk less about what you're sooooo good at and be all boastful about it.
Talk less about your whole life to people who don't matter.
Talk less about things that you shouldn't be saying.
Talk less about....
ya know whuuttt,
just talk LESS.
THERE hahaha :P

Sometimes, you just say too much, express too much for your own good that it simply attracts many perceptions. Too many that majority of it ain't even true, which would create random assumptions that don't tally with your actions/opinions, thus making YOU the biggest freak ass hypocrite of them all in the eyes of so many people!!! :O :O :O!!

Sape yang susah? Kau jugakk.. Dok berdrama laa, kata org menyibuk nak ambil tau semua pasal hidup kau, bla bla blaa.. hahaha the spot light's on you, and sape pressure? Kau jugakk.. but rethink, sapa yang suluh spotlight tu ke arah kau? who's to be blamed? Who spurred it all first? COME ON!! Answer me!! hahahahhaha i caaan't heaaar uuuuu.. hahahaha Y.O.U. Yes. EXACTLY!! You want that to change, YOU gotta change first.. Hey, im no perfect girl, this goes to me, too. And im not here to tell anyone to do anything. I'm just here to help lol Take it or leave it :D

As for those who think you're on the low bit, feelin' like u gotta raise the hypocrisy baaar a bit higher, KEEEP onnnn hypocrite-ing.
We hate it!
but its nevertheless
quite of an entertainment,
i must dearly say.. hahahhaha!!!

God Bless! :D

ps: This goes out to everybody. Including myself :) If you feel like its about you from me personally, i'm sorry i made it that way, tapi for the sake of man kind, jangan prasan boleh takk? LOLS :D