I've been wanting to write..

I've been wanting to write,
For oh so long,
I've been wanting to write,
But these words kept on comin' out wrong.

But heck,
Now that i have 30 minutes to kill,
Imma just let these fingers of mine,
type at its own free will.

Thoughts and images,
oh how they were crowding my mind,
Too many thoughts and images,
They had fucked the peace that was once mine.

How determination can instantly crumble,
By sources of negativity thats not even worth the gamble,
How motivation dies out when you need it the most,
Leaving you floating adrift like a pathetic ghost.

And then the heart was burdened,
By a mission to search for lost purposes and passion,
Passion that was once burning,
Until recently?
Its not even glowing.

But hey, i'm not here to fret nor complain,
I'm here to show y'all out there
that with pain,
you'll somehow gain.

Because regardless of how
whatever shit may pull you to a downfall,
These hardships give you stronger and sheer reasons
to wanna get thru it all.

You might right now be on your knees
trying to push yourself up,
Got yourself 2 inches above the ground,
and then you get slammed back down

Slammed back down,
yea slammed back down,
got your lips chipped, nose bled,
as you're constantly being slammed back down.

But here's where the magic begins,
For this girl is no quitter,
coz the more times i'm down,
the stronger i feel to wanna be up and do better

and thats when purpose starts burning in your heart again,
and when infinite strength pumps in your veins so you can mend,
Mend those tired and exhausted bones to be firm and strong,
To give this the push it needs so you can say so long.

So long, farewell,
Adios amigo,
Dont be too comfortable at where youre at,
Coz demons of mine, its about time u go.

And before you know it,
2 inches becomes a foot,
a foot becomes 5,
and alas you'll be standing back up,
taller than before, stronger than before,
with your head held up high.

Shit happens in life,
Everybody knows it,
But sometimes what everbody fails to do,
is to embrace the fact that they happen, too.

And there's nobody but themselves
that should be most grateful of their own existence,
that shouldn't be wasting away opportunities to greatness,
that should stand up for what they believe in, despite whatever madness.

Coz imma tell u now,
i ain't gonna give up,
I ain't gonna give up,
and
I ain't gonna give up.

And that imma fight thru
I'mma fight thru,
and if you're facing the same shit,
You should fight thru, too.