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Children Dearest,

Greetings. (bahahahaha yes, mommy loves to pretend that she's from another planet and give out 'greetings' rather than hellos and hyes :P) Anywhoo, how's school? How's life? Have i scolded you after the previous letter i wrote to you? I have? uUuuu somebody's in tro-uh-bullll lol! What did you do? Wait! dont tell me, did you sneak out to go... volunteEeEer at some old folks home and read stories to the old grannies but afraid to tell me because of some reason that's obviously irrational coz of course i would let you! but yea, was that it?? Awwww u're most def mommy's children alright hahahaha!!!

Well whatever the reason is, do know that, if i scold you, there's always a reason for me to do so, which would alwayyyyyss.. ALWAYS make mommy the RIGHT one. okay? mommy is never wrong, and i'm always ALWAYS right! So don't u ever think of disputing otherwise.. Ayy Ell Double uu Ayy Why assss.. ALWAYS!

*crick *crick....................
*crick crick crick.........

aaaaaaand of course i'm just kidding! hahahaha no, i'm no Hitlerassputia or anything.. ;) But with such a bombastic introduction, (cheyy, angkat bakul sendiri hahaha!) this would bring us to one of the many things i'd like to tell you, before i become a mother and forget how it is to be a child like u :) Okay, perhaps two things. ehee~

One is to never fear me. I would love you to respect me, respect me as your mother, and that is a must kan, but please do not fear me. I am but a human being like you, powerless and would only dream to make you happy, live life the way best suit you and thats it.. (okay, if this mushyness ever come from a guy your grade, its rather psychotic. and i suggest you leave him at once! hahahha but its alright if its coming from your mother though, mothers are special hahaha :P). I'm never gonna lock u, feed you till u're fat, and eat you up like in Hansel and Gretel, coz eating human beings are disgusting haha and of course because i love you guys to bits already!! So don't fear me. If there's anything on your mind, if you're facing with a problem, or if you have questions, i'll be very glad to entertain you.. but of course, timing kene pilih betul2 sket laa.. kalau i'm in the toilet tgh mandi, n u're out there asking me why the grass is green, that's like ASKING for it ya know lol..

Second, would be to always ask why. Seek for reasons, never settle for anything unless if you know why you're doing so. Previously when i said i'm always right, know that, no one is always right accept for Allah and whats stated in the Quran. If you have any doubts, clear them, seek for answers, and thats how you really live. Look around you, love, miracles are happening, but you wouldn't get to know them if you don't notice them and ignore them dont u think? And that would be such a waste.. :) So if i ever scold you for irrational reasons and you dont get why i did so, give me like 10 minutes to cool down, come to me and talk to me and ask me why, and then share with me what you think. If it seems like it ain't one of my good days, and im acting a bit too emotional, tell your dad, he'll 'pujuk' me bahahahahha!, and then we can talk, yes hahahahhaha!! :P

I just finished my toxicology paper today, and boy, do i loathe exams sooo much!! DO they still conduct exams in your time? Whatever it is, I hope you'll be able to do what you really want to do in life children, never say never! (Justin bieber skett haha :P).. till next time, much love and take care of yourselves! :)

ps: Mind doing me a favour and treat me with some good ice cream? love you guys! hahah :D

#1

Dearest children of mine,

By the time you read this, i'd most probably be dead.. for thats when you'd be getting this letter and all the other letters that i'll be writing to you. May they make you feel very close to me....................NOT!! HAHA typical gila.. no darlings, mommy ain't that lame! Hopefully i'll be alive when you read this, insyaAllah. Well and alive lol :D

Yea, i was about to brush my teeth in the toilet just now, and all of a sudden, i had this idea of writing letters to you guys, coz apparently, grandpa is doing the same for mommy (yea, thats granpa, mommy and your auntie esah. Call her esah, and nothin' else but that okay? hehe), and it'd be cool to keep it like a generation thing, make it into a book, and pass it down or something right?? And we can like put the original copies in a treasure chest, bury it somewhere and create codes to it, and have our own genaration of Da Vinci codes to solve, except that it wont be called Da Vinci.. instead itd be called.. The Yaokiki Codes HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AWESOME BLOSSOM! :D *crick *crick..... (yea, at the age of 22, mommy is a bit whacked up in the brain, but hey.. u shouldn't be complaining, i bet these genes are in you as well, so you better get use to it! lol)

I have yet to meet your dad. Or perhaps i have, but i dont know if he's your dad just yet lol. At this rate, he could be anybody! A doctor, an engineer, a musician, a clown, a bookstore owner.. an astronaut? (oh please let it be an astronaut. Please let it be an astronaut!!). Well, you know better than i do about this i guess. But truthfully, i'm more excited to meet you guys than daddy really. I've always had this excitement of wanting to be a mother more than being someone's wife. And at this rate that im going, im thinking that i might not even get married, and adopt you guys from somewhere. So i'll have you guys + me + and a heart thats not broken lol. But that's plan B. I'd want you guys to have a dad.. and of course other beneficial reasons.. wooot! XD

so ANYWAY, ill be keeping this first letter short. Mommy has a class tomorrow morning at 8, and its 1am at the moment, yea, bad mommy hahaha.. But i'd like to share with you something before i say good night. Regardless of what happens to you, good or bad, you would always have these three with you all the time to support you if you let them. Your family. Yourself. and of course Allah. Remember that.. Love you loads! Gnite!! :)