One's mind..

Have you ever felt like
having this a huge burden on your brain
that no matter what you do,
It won't go away?

Burden by your own ideas,
Your own thoughts,
Your own views,
Your own perspectives,
Your own justifications,
Your own expectations..
All at once

I feel that all the time..
It's tiring..
It's nauseating..
And I'm running low on will
I'm running low on strength
I'm running..

They say I think too much,
And yet when my heart feels the same way,
My mind is telling me otherwise,
that i'm not thinking enough..

How's that even possible??

If only there's a switch..
I'd be flickering it..