Tuesday, February 28, 2012



My dear world,

What has become of you?

What have we done to you?

I look at you,

and my heart aches.

I look at the people you hold within you,

and my heart aches even more.

Shouldn't we be living with honesty and sincerity?

But now all i see is greed and animosity.

What on earth has happened to your priorities?

Why has it all being mixed up with corruptivity?

I just don't get it,

Whats the point of having things when you're hurting others while you're at it?

Your heart will never be at peace,

It will never be satisfied nor enough,

that i can promise.

Enough with your lies and schemes,

Enough with boasting around your stupidity,

We know how idiotic you are, trust me,

and I'm sick and tired of witnessing it all already.

Enough is enough i say,

Let's make this world a better place to stay,

A place where our children are free to play,

Where all of us feel at peace to pray.


Saturday, February 25, 2012

Inspiring bits from the lives of people i dont know..

"Today, exactly one year after my son passed away, as I was cleaning more of his things out of his room, I found a note card in one of his desk drawers that had usernames and passwords for various online accounts. I just logged into his Gmail account to find that his ex-girlfriend has been sending him multi-paragraph emails every single day since he passed."

"Today, I found out that one of my close friends died overseas in the Army. I was barely holding back my tears as I walked home from work when I looked up to see a teenage boy walking toward me. He had a post-it note stuck to the center of his t-shirt that said, “Smile.” The ‘i’ in “Smile” was dotted with a heart. He saw me looking at it, grinned, turned the other way for a few seconds, and then turned back around holding the post it note out so he could stick it to my shirt. I let him place it on my shirt. It wasn’t until I got home and took the post-it note off that I realized the post-it note he put on my shirt said, “You’re Beautiful.” The ‘i’ in “Beautiful” was dotted with a smile face. It made me smile for the first time all day."

"Today, it’s been five years since I was severely beaten up by three bullies at a college party for stopping them from trying to bring a drugged girl home with them. I lost a tooth, received two black eyes and severely bruised ribs from the incident, but I stopped them. This girl was my crush for three years but had never noticed me as boyfriend material until that night. When I woke up in ICU 12 hours after I was beaten up, she was sitting beside my bed, asleep while holding my hand. Since then, we've been steadily dating for five years and are engaged to be married. Who says nice guys finish last?"

"Today, I was feeling very down while heading out to a family dinner. I was in the back seat of the car with my 12-year-old brother who's never affectionate to me. My boyfriend had just dumped me, but I didn't want to tell my family yet. While I sat in the car with my sunglasses on to cover my tear filled eyes, my little brother looked at me a few times and then reached over and held my hand for the rest of the car ride."

"Today, on our ten year wedding anniversary, my middle school/high school sweetheart wrote me a love letter for the very first time. The final sentence reads, “I love you more every day, and I’m so proud to say we’ve been inseparable since we were velociraptors wrecking havoc on the playground so many moons ago"

And this would be my favourite huhu

"Today, I received this text message from my finance’: “I want this too. I want all of it. I want the pointless bickering, the long walks, the late night phone calls, the good morning texts. I want cute pictures with you, to hold your hand, to make food for you, to call you baby. The joking, the wrestling, the fights, the long ‘how I feel’ text messages on the days we aren’t on the same page. I want to be one of those inseparable best friend couples that people are like ‘you’re still together?’ That’s what I want. With you."

At one point in life, i've lost faith in people. I thought its best to live alone. If you're any one of my loyal readers, you'd probably have noticed that too.. :) But, then i went to ireland, and met with one of the most motivating person i've ever encountered, and he told me that there's always a reason why God created us with each other. A few months after, i met this guy. And i remembered we were at Pullman, after a jog, when he told me the same thing. We're here to inspire one another. We're here to make each other better huhu. Its amazing really..

And now, i've come to realise, how true their words were.. huhu..

I Won't Give Up - Short piano cover by Me :)

I personally fell in love with this song the moment i heard it for the first time huhu. And especially now that i could relate to so much, you'd have no idea how much it means to me :) So i've decided to make a cover of it. Perhaps i could've done a better job, but, oh well lol. Enjoy! :)

Thursday, February 23, 2012


One after another,

they come one after another,

hitting me like thunder,

hitting me like there's no other

You there,

you tell me somethin',

when is it all gonna change?

when is it all gonna settle?

when are things gonna get better?

Coz let me tell you somethin',

this heart is on its fall,

these legs are on to a crawl,

these knees can no longer stand tall

They say things will get better for those who Wait,

Yo, i aint got the time to wait,

coz i've been on a wait,

on a too long of a wait.

They say to persevere,

Man, Thats exactly what i did here,

and guess what, my effin' self is still here,

movin' to nowhere but here.

Its just frustrating is all,

I think i've given my all,

what else is in need?

tell me what more do you need?

What more do they need?

What more do i need?

what more do i need?

But deep down i know,

this is just one of His puzzles,

His puzzles that i have pieces to,

His puzzles that He knows i'm able.

Yea, able to solve,

able to mend,

able to breathe,

able to stand again.

He knows I'm able,

and I know i am.

Arghh FD frustration shit,

imma go to bed,

so long good night,

Oh and lisa,

i hope ull enjoy being wed.

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Its a brand new day..

They keep on coming,
The what ifs,
The Should haves,
They keep on coming,
They keep on streaming,
and all you want at that particular moment,
is for these thoughts to stop flowing.

So you set yourself for slumber,
only to be shocked by the shout of timber,
as thoughts seep into your dreams,
your nightmares became as real as it seemed

Your slumber became dark,
too dark that it woke u up,
thinking that that will make it all feel better,
but all you feel is the heart turning bitter.

This bitterness,
it feels so familiar,
And i thought i promised myself,
never to ever again put myself here.

But with familiarity,
comes ideas to persevere.
And ignorance seemed an option so clear,
rise back up, and move along dear.

Move along to what is certain,
push away of everything that is not,
Images, thoughts, they're not real until they happen,
And so leave them be, oh i hope they'll rot

And as the sun's beam seep thru the corner of your eye,
trying to get your attention,
you walk out the door,
and notice the clear sky.

and then you remember where you are,
what you have,
what you're capable of,
and you know that when all of this is over,
you'll be okay.

What happened yesterday,
fuck it,
coz guess what?,
its a brand new day :)

Frail - An original composition by Me :)

They come,
They affect you,
They care for you,
They love you..

and then one fine day,
they'll leave..

We gotta make peace with that..
Accept the fact that we will lose..
Accept the fact that whats here, is temporary..
So that the heart will not be filled with the fear of losing nor regret,
and instead be filled with gratefulness and thankfulness,
that once upon a time ago,
these people drop by to say hello :)

Enjoy! :)

Friday, February 3, 2012

So why are we talking to each other again?

With everything happening today
You don't know whether you're coming or going

But you think that you're on your way
Life lined up on the mirror
don't blow it

Look at me when I'm talking to you
You looking at me
but I'm looking through you

I see the blood in your eyes
I see the love in disguise
I see the pain hidden in your pride
I see you're not satisfied
And I don't see nobody else
I see myself

I see the truth in your lies
I see nobody by your side
But I'm with you
when you are all alone
And you correct me
when I'm looking wrong
I see the guilt beneath the shame
I see your soul through your window pain
I see the scars that remain
I see Me

Looking at me now
I can see my past
I guess i still look good in a broken mirror,
I see my momma smile,
Now that's a blessing,
I see the change,
I see the message
And no message
could've been any clearer

I'm looking at the mirror on the wall
Here we are again,
Through my rise and fall,
You've been my only friend,
You told me they can understand the way i am,
So why are we here,
talking to each other again?

these ain't my own words,
Its Mars and Waynes,
and i ain't gonna claim any of em,

Though they sang with their soul,
and Wayne rapped with his heart
like his heart was my heart,
coz they both kinda feelin the same thing
like they both went thru the same thing...